Before the sun remembers us, 

I sit wrapped in a blanket, 

listening to the ocean 

roll its secrets ashore. 


My breath rises like smoke 

offerings, a cigarette glowing in the 

dark, 

and the world is quiet enough 

to hear my own soul shift. 


A few stubborn lights buzz on – 

streetlamps, gas station glare –  

but even they can’t touch this moment. 

This belongs to the dark, 

to the water, 

to the soft beginning of a new year.